Nivrtti


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Rukhi aidiyoon main ab bas rahi hai duniya,

Aankhein jee rahi hain, roz ek naya qissa.

Naye log, naye hai ehsaas,

Jeevan jeene ka yeh nav-abhaas

Drishy jo kitni bar-dekh, bhi andekhein the,

Saamay ki ankahi dhool main, dafne the,

Muskaan ki jhurriyoon main aaj ubhar rahe hain.

Meri gheri, pehli, swach swaas.

Nivritt, here, implies freedom from responsibility, retirement.

 

BANDISH


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Ek bewafaai aur mili tumhari jeb se,
Siahi ke nishaan, ek muchade hue bill pe.
Kuch der sambhale rakha unhe,
Maine apne mathe ki shikan pe.
Befikr nazar churai tumne,
Main bhi muskura di,
Tumhare lateefe ki ot main,
Din ka varnan, awaaz main hasee aur ulass.
Chaha tumse pooch hi lu aaj,
Laboon tak laakar, rukh gayi kitni baar.
Goonj us sawaal ki,
Shanka mere mann Ki
Kitne kadam door ho tum, es dayere paar
Us siahi ko toh baha diya maine,
Katra katra kar, jeeni hogi, ab yeh daraar.

Kaal


You know its been a great weekend, when on a Monday, you pull out the scribbling on the back of an industry report, to update a long forgotten blog. An inspired moment, unedited, a first in hindi for me.

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Kaal

Is shor main jo ulajhta ja raha hoon,

Apne mann ke dhagaon ko-bun,

Kabhi udhaidta ja raha hoon

Zindagi ke pal jo beet ja rahe hain

Unhe samait,

Sulajhta ja raha hoon.

Seekh raha hoon,

Sambhal raha hoon.

Apni ki hui galtiyoon pe kabhi itra,

Kabhi sukhoon bhi pa raha hoon.

Mudh ke dekhna, galat nahi.

Aage jo hai, uske beetne pe,

Apne kal ki udharana pata ja raha hoon.

Meri lakiroon main, meri gaatha nahi.

Khud ki jeevani, main likhta aa raha hoon,

Guroor ya abhimaan hai,

Vidhata ki kuch dain bhi.

Karamoon ke upkaar,

Aage apne soch ke buland iraadon pe chaltein ja raha hoon.

Spoken Word: Hindi Playlist


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My blog Spoken Word: Jugalbandi of Words and Art was about my journey discovering this beautiful art form, a confluence of poetry, storytelling & music.

I shared an English playlist with you and promised a Hindi one too.

Here are the  gems I found: Playlist  

  • 4 beautiful poems written by Javed Akhtar recited by Farhan Akhtar in Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
    • Apne Hone Par Mujhko Yaqeen Aa Gaya | Yeh Jaane Kaisa Raaz Hai | Dil Aakhir Tu Kyun Rota Hai | Toh Zinda Ho Tu
  • An all-time favorite from a movie which is poetry in motion, Rituparno Ghosh’s Raincoat. The movie is an adaptation of O’ Henry’s short story “The Gift of Magi“. Enjoy the recitation in Gulzar’s baritone and Shubha Mudgal’s voice in Piya tora kaisa abhiman.
  • Calling Amitabh Bachchan fans. Silsila scores high on music  and poetry. Yeh Kahaan aa gaye hum has Amitabh Bachchan’s monologues and Lata Mangeshkar singing to Javed Akhtar’s  lyrics.
  • Jab Tak Hai Jaan, the last of legend Yash Raj Chopra’s direction opens with a poetry penned by his son Aditya Chopra, delivered by Shahrukh Khan to the background score of A.R. Rahman.
  • Sanjay Gupta paired a Gulzar’s poem to each of his stories in the movie Dus Kahaniyan. Soliloquized by Nana Patekar-Tere utare hue din, Naseeruddin Shah-Der Aayad | Poore ka poora aakash, Dia Mirza-Khudkhushi, Sanjay Dutt-Chaal Chal, Amrita Singh-Raat Tamir Kaarien, Anupam Kher-Bauchar, Sudhanshu Pande-Tallaq, Neha Dhupia-Hatak and Manoj Bajpai-Khali Samunder | Taalash | Chaal Chal to a background score by, wait for it, Bappi Lahiri.
  • Madhushala the epic metaphorical writing by Harivansh Rai Bachchan sung by Manna Dey.
  • Mirza Ghalib is the “God” of this art form and one can’t attempt to recount his works.
  • This one dates back to the days of Doordarshan, Ek Anek Aur Ekta , an animation by Film Division of India narrated a story on unity, sung by Sadhna Sargam at 5!
  • A powerful description by Gulzar in Aastha: Pyaar wo beej hai.
  • The trailers  of Dhoom 3 were abuzz with Aamir Khan reciting Bande hain hum uske written by Aditya Chopra.
  • Sarfaroshi ki Tamanna by Ram Prasad Bismil  is an ode to young freedom fighters  of Indian Independence Movement.

All of this needn’t be serious and romantic. The genre lends itself to comedy and in my humble opinion rapping should qualify too. So here are some of the unconventional ones.

  • Ek Rahen Eer by Amitabh Bachchan
  • I am Mumbhai by Javed Jaffery in Bombay Boys
  • Thanda Thanda Pani by Baba Sehgal
  • Khat: Emotionalfulls

…and many more Here 

With your suggestions this list could only get better. Do drop in a comment if you enjoyed discovering some of these tracks and share the ones you love.

Spoken Word: Jugalbandi of Words and Art


Love of poetry and storytelling made me stop flipping radio stations and listen to “The deck of cards” by Tex Williams;

Experiencing a Haruki Murakami moment “Whatever it is you are seeking won’t come in the form you are expecting.” I  discovered a form of art, Spoken Word.

An estuary of narrative and music for the soul.

A confluence of words and performing art, dance and theatre.

All this, over a banal trip, ridden with gnarling Delhi traffic, browsing through FM channels indifferently, driving back across 3 states from work.

I was in the throes of a scripturient urge to celebrate my finding. The drive seemed longer than usual, there was so much to do; quench my curiosity by reading more, attend to a deluge of examples, listen to new finds and compile a playlist. Most of this though, was curtailed to the luxury of late evenings that afforded time for myself.

Political motivations, social causes, religious discourses, leadership speak, life experiences, stories, folklore and many more expressions have found themselves in this experimental art form. Examples of which will follow.

SunscreenAre you lonesome tonight, Yeh kahan aa gaye hum, have been all time favorites, only today I  know better, I can flaunt the genre of music they belong to and discover more such gems.

Here is a playlist

  1. Baz Luhrmann: Everybody’s Free (To Wear Sunscreen)
  2. Johnny Cash: What Is Truth
  3. James Brown: King Heroin
  4. The Shangri-Las: Past, Present and Future
  5. Tex Ritter: A Deck of Cards
  6. Elvis Presley: Are you Lonesome Tonight
  7. William S. Burroughs and Disposable Heroes of Hiphoprisy: Words of Advice
  8. National Lampoon – Deteriorata
  9. Kenny Rogers: Coward of the County
  10. Dolly Parton & Kelly Rogers: We got tonight
  11. Gil Scott-Heron: The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
  12. John Cooper Clarke – Evidently Chickentown
  13. Jim Morrison: A Feast Of Friends
  14. Material: Seven Souls
  15. Jim Backus & Friend: Delicious
  16. Laurie Anderson: O Superman
  17. Jimmy Dean: Big Bad John
  18. Paul Hardcastle: 19
  19. Maya Angelou: Ain’t I a woman
  20. A Life Story: Look at yourself after watching
  21. John Cooper Clarke: Beasley Street
  22. Slint: Good Morning
  23. Prince Buster: Judge Dread
  24. Talking Heads: Seen and Not Seen
  25. Ballboy: A Day in Space
  26. Ballboy: I hate Scotland
  27. Ivor Cutler: Life in a Scotch Sitting Room- Check out the entire series
  28. The Velvet Underground: The Murder Mystery
  29. Abba: I have a Dream
  30. Loudon Wainwright III: History
  31. Buddy Starcher: History Repeats Itself
  32. Jimmy Dean: Big Bad John
  33. Byron MacGregor: The Americans
  34. Victor Lundberg:  An Open Letter to My Teenage Son
  35. Obama: Yes We Can

There are several songs with parts in spoken word. Explore the musicians in the list. Drop in a comment if you like any of these or have suggestions.

Coming up: A playlist for Hindi spoken word songs. Stay Tuned!

Black


White is all colors
Yet
We call it pure

Black is absence of color
Yet
We call it impure

White reflects everything,
An impenetrable chill.
Black absorbs everything,
An inclusive warmth.

White is blinding
Black is blind

White is marriage
Yet
White is death

Black is protection
Yet
Black is death

Transition from life is peace
Peace is white
Yet
Rituals are black

Transition in life is chaotic
Chaotic is black
Yet
Ceremonies are white

Coal hardened to diamond
Black seasoned to white

Black is the reason for light
Black is the soul of white


Shouldn’t white be black?

Fallen


Bright lights,
Big city.
Meandering streets with faceless entities.
Finding familiarities in nothingness niceties.
Yellow raincoat,
Puddle soaked feet.
Puddles for lakes,
Alleys for express streets.
Dilapidated creativity on graffiti-laden stone walls
Or lesser gods at life’s call
Frayed toothless smiles,
Grease smeared passersby.
Disguised charades,
Or victims of the urban epidemic.
Shredded being,
Patches and threads that hold the cover.
Clinging onto soul piercing shards of shame.
Distraught pleasure in metal crushers heave down car graveyards
Doomsday?
Naah!
Just a pit stop.
For evolutionary transformation,
Reduced to shapeless iron,
Looking to be crafted into an object of desire.
Deliver the earths ye potter,
The iron ye blacksmiths,
The souls ye poets
Dazed mind, hazy vision,
Warm blood trickling temple to chin,
Losing ground.
Natures pain of labour,
For darling creativity.
Churning stomach,
Craving for just once more.
Gashed its arms to lend the world its beauty.
Ah! The high of creation,
Make believe or believable?
Flickering misery, flinching hope,
Fallen.
Blackened nails, infested wounds.
Crooked wry happiness,
Rats gnawing into skin.
Stench of inconsequential
Calling the bright lights in the big city.
Fallen

Finding love in unreal places


Finding love in unreal places
A beautiful story, defaces.
Vacillating countenance
Dry eyes cried aloud.
How could the gospel truth
Be so far beyond?
Never looked me in the eye.
All that numbed my head,
Affections without a stance.
Belied.
Trials of belief in self,
Time and again.
Dainty love,
Coffined his strength.
Victory of her demonstrated vulnerabilities,
There was never a battle to win.
Can’t cry foul and yellow,
No bone to pick,
Each conceded,
Cackles to bouts of silence,
Venting of one, sans duologue.
Relenting once into momentousness
No memories, just flashes.
Blinded then, in hindsight.
Surreal, in time.
looking for love in unreal places.
Finding love in undone spaces

Cents to a Dollar


Every cent you take
You give back a dollar.
Every moment you fake,
You get closer to reality.
Its all about un-thought unscrupulous mortality.
Deathless.
Breathing life into listless insanity.
What really is sanity?
Is the glass half full?
Or egg half broken?
Am I simply an opportunist?
A characterization of contrived adherence?
or a picture of societal free fall?
You will love me tomorrow,
Do you see me with you today?
Time is not uni-dimensional
But a multidimensional mess.
Walking dark alleys,
Silencing poltergeists.
Or is that scream a longing for silence?
Palpable.
Untouched.
or conveniently forgotten?
Delving into condescending duality,
The spell of frivolous lust and greed.
Knowing men are vents for gods sins
HER unpretentious pleasures
His happiness but a mirage.
HER love for him, a masquerade.
And when was it that you saw beyond the almighty’s mask?
HER surreal identity,
His unforgiving hypocrisy,
Both brutal.

I sit by the sidewalk,
Investing cents for a dollar to roll back.

-Jugalbandi @Route04